Yawn!… So I learned that when a person yawns while on dialysis that it is a sign that their blood pressure is dropping. And you know what.. It is true! So one of the drawbacks of pulling to much fluid of my body a little to fast caused low blood pressure. And since I am over my dry weight they need to really work at pulling the extra fluid off within my 3 1/2 treatment. (life would be so much easier if I could pee… stupid kidneys)

PSA announcement: Please people take care of your kidneys you only get two.

Anyway with low blood pressure one can pass out at some point. Call me sick or crazy but I am curious to really find out what that point is. For the last hour I have been trying to write but I am battling with low blood pressure. When it gets pretty low the machine starts to alarm and people come over and sit me back to get my pressure back up. One day I will man up and ride that low blood pressure to my limit and once and for all know what it is like to pass out. (again.. sick and twisted.. I know!)

Ah what to do today??I have the entire evening free and wide open. Part of me wants to get past my photographic block and take some pictures but I don’t think that is going to happen just yet. I have not touched my camera in weeks. I hate these blocks…

As you can tell my post have gotten longer. Today I finally completed copying my facebook entries over to the blog. I spent most of the morning at dialysis on my hybrid mac typing away. Hopefully with the ability of having less restrictions on the amount I can write (unlike in facebook) my post will not be vague and expressive.

California.. California.. California..

I really miss San Diego California.. With most of my friends all leaving different parts of the country only to be arriving in San Diego the next two days I am craving California.

If someone tells me pixystick girl is going to be out there as well… I am just going to seriously frown the entire weekend!

Awake and at dialysis. I am thinking to make things more fun I am going to show up next Saturday drunk. And since I will be getting my blood cleaned by a machine they say I will not experience a hangover.

Mythbusters here I come!

7:27am update

I think I am going to take a nap.. Yup I am…

12:56pm update

Water.. I LOVE water… I wish I could drink water like I used to. 4oz of water per meal sucks.

update 11:39pm

I have been awake for 36 hours. (the nap at dialysis never happened) Time to crash, what a frigging long and emotional day.

Happy Ears! VERY happy ears.

www.poltz.com Dreamhouse album… get it… now.. (please and thank you!)

Glitter all over my pants, glitter on my face and hands. This is what $5 and my two hands got into.

Stupid Valentines

Oh the plus side I found a new career path!

When will everyone go to sleep so I can destroy the rest of the peanut butter pie?!?!

7.62mm… Full metal jacket.

6:11pm update

Peanut butter pie! Peanut butter pie! I am eating peanut butter pie tonight!!!!

8:14pm update

Almost heaven! Now all I need is a pair of long legs to kiss. (female ones of course)

Blah! I should be packing my bads for the west coast!!!!

Stupid IRS bill.

My 2010 project starts today. Picking up the barrels today. One will be .45 and the other 9mm.

I drank to much from Sunday to this morning. The machine is going to take off 8.8lbs of fluid in 3 hours. Today I am going to get my butt handed to me…

Who needs weight watchers?

Not me!